Had really been happening recently. I do feel tired and strained after some time.
I wished for something I longed for and it some what came true. I do feel so tired now. Maybe that’s the reason why I kept having dizzy spells. sigh.
I want to settle down quickly. Serious.
I long for performance on stage,colors in my life. However, guess much what I really need, is someone to confide to, to worry for and dote on. Looking for someone you would adore is tough, having it to be mutual is even tough. Hopefully by the age of 20, I can step into the new phase of my life. Praying hard.
Off I go Readers(: May all the Gentlemen out there find your fine Ladies.